Pefect comination. Blah Yesterday was pretty awesome. But now i'm tired.

My best friend Heaven is moving today =[

Yummy smoothie.

Heres some news: I might be starting in a pre collage program for Academy of art university. Its in san francisco but you can take classes for free if your a high school student. NEAT! i want to get better. I'm still in a block. Yesterday i was really tempted to draw on the walls.... i don't know why. And everything i draw Molly (my kitten) attacks it. She really likes playing with paper. I'm worried about her because just 3 minutes ago she ran into a chair and hit her head hard. Poor little thing isn't going to remember who i am by the time she grows.

I might be going to California sometime this summer. Which makes me uber excited because i haven't been out of the state since i was a baby (lived in colorado). My best friend wants to come with us and its ok with my Grandma because she just adores Travis. While we're there we are going to this awesome spa. And i'm going on the walk of fame. Looking for john lennons star so yay..

ok i got get off.
BHYE

I would have already have had some new drawings on here except my scanner decided not to like me. So Intel i get it fixed i put some new photographs i have taken through this year. i know photography isn't really my calling but i've always been interested in it. And everywhere i go i have to take a picture of my friends or something i think looks cool.

Right now i have some confidents in my art work. But on the other hand i don't think i'm all that good. What i need to do is make a file of all of my pictures that i have drew and keep it Intel collage comes. Maybe i'll be excepted.. i just need to practice my weaknesses and have a little faith in myself.


In other news tomorrow is my grandmas b-day. And i know its lame for me to care but she's like my mom. Born 6-6-36 (ooo creepy) and married on friday the 13th. I made her a awesome emo cake. And preparing her a amazing british breakfast (she's from england) Yummm my favorite.

And although i am home schooled (hehe). i'm still excited over the whole summer break thing. Cause that means my friends are home when i'm home. And can hang out. And right now i want a jones soda cause i saw the advertisement on the top of the page right now. ITS A MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE.

Its been so long since i just went and painted something that just popped into my mind, and was good.


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^^^^ My Siamese cat did that

So like i was saying. I'm in a block. Everything i do sucks.. I need inspiration.

Like a reason to do something. Like assignment. A challenge.

Or i might just lose it for good.